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Sunday, May 15, 2011, 5:38 PM

"Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet."
~ Plato

Its been awhile..

Decided to revive this because i know nobody will bother to read, which is absolutely fine with me. Since there is nothing here that will be of interest to anybody, other than my limitless misses to my boyfriend. :(

Months have passed since my last entry. Many things have changed (as expected), a whole new episode of life has begun too.

One left, another came. Things sometime happen so fast that i cant even decipher the outcome that i have created. Did i make the decision with a clear mind, or is it on impulse? Or maybe just to seek revenge?

Whatever it is, i am done with the past. Have moved on since then. Whatever impulsive decision i have made, i also have no rights to regret. Anyway, thank God that for once my impulse actually brought me somewhere. :)


Cute? :) :) :)

Many people might not understand why and how i derive at this decision. Because everything really happened too fast. Too fast. Even before anybody has the time to react, even for me.

My boy has left. For a super patriotic reason - NS. Things are not easy. Difficulty increasing everyday. 20 more months till i can see him. How many couples can actually withstand this? I doubt my ability in this.

A capricon lover. Lack of security, immense in rich feelings. Its not easy for him as well.

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Everything has changed. The numbers are reduced from 6 to 5 too. 6th has left. Oh well, choice are made by people. Who are we to judge? Even God is not judging, who are we to judge? Its her choice also. Nothing should be said any longer. Who knows? I might be the 5th.. Forget it.

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Sounds like i have got a lot to rant right? I.. miss my bb a lot. :(

I really do..

Can 20 months zoom zoom go by? :'(